Cognitive dissonance

Whenever I feel as though I've made a mistake, or done something I shouldn't have done, there is always this accompanying feeling of dissonance. It's a feeling I have trouble shaking; it seems to linger in the back on my mind, no matter how hard I try to push it away or convince myself it's not a big deal. Most likely, it's not a big deal, but there is a possibility that it could turn into something of a big deal, a problem, even.

My solution? Eat candy, watch Sex & the City, and smoke cigarettes. Tomorrow will be better.

Vagueness

As it tends to go, my situation has changed once again. After a mild freak out yesterday, I have a skeleton of a plan in place to move again. The wheels have been put into motion, as they say. So, I guess now it's just time to keep things moving and figure out a way to do this. If there is one thing I am good at, it is moving at the drop of a hat. So, it's time to harness that strange skill and put it to work again. Wish me luck!

Made it!

My birthday has come and gone, along with it came the flu. I'll return once I don't feel like dying.

The day has come...

I turn 30 tomorrow! Holy crap! When did that happen? More on this later, I'm so tired I need to get my butt into bed (at 6pm...)

Fried.

After work this afternoon, I came home to nap for an hour. That hour turned into three. What I didn't expect was to lie in bed for another hour wondering if the fucked up dream I just had was actually true. So in an effort to calm my overactive, insanity laden brain, I sent out a text to my exboyfriend confirming that he is still alive. It was that crazy of a dream.

I now also get to take the title of most insane ex ever. Thank you, thank you. I'm happy to accept this award on behalf of all nutty women on the east coast. So not only did I send a text making sure he is still alive, I proceeded to ramble on about my dream. Most people shouldn't text while drinking; I shouldn't text while waking up.

I'm hoping everyone else had a great opportunity to make an ass out of themselves today!

Photo drop

I'm just plunking all of my photos from the past few days. 

Boba Fett origami helmet. 

Possible new glasses. They may be too large for my face though. 

Look at that face. Too cute. 

Happy Sunday, enjoy your week! 

Eyeballs.

I'm obsessed with 750words.com. I've been writing so much on a daily basis, which makes me 1. want to write more, 2. want to read more, and 3. incredibly happy. I think the fact that it is private and not stored on my computer for anyone to read is what makes me enjoy it so much. Not that there is anything I wouldn't reveal to my closest friends, it's just nice to have a space where punctuation, spelling, grammar, and complete sentences don't matter. It's lovely, I highly recommend it.

Jabba's eye is looking really rough right now. It's not healing the way that it should and I'm worried he's going to go blind in that eye. My poor little man. I would post the most recent photo but I'm lazy and don't feel like finding an iphone cord. Whatever. Here's Jabba looking adorable (and trim!).

Happy New Year!

The only really notable thing I have done in honor of the new year is disable my facebook account. GASP! I found myself becoming really annoyed every time I would scroll through the pages, so problem solved. I'm sure I'll go back eventually, but for right now, no Facebook for me!

Have a lovely New Year!